REALNESS OF TRUTH OF URGENCY OUT OF 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' IN ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE'...

ACQUISITION QUEST...ACQUIRING THAT WHICH MAKES US A BEING ONE IS 'MEANT' TO BE...

TO GO THROUGH OBSTACLES AND TERRORS WITHIN...THE OVERTHROW OF THE MANUFACTURED SELF OF MEDIATIONS...TO HARVEST THE CENTER---------BECOME THE 'PROVEN CORE'...REAL DESIRE IS DISTANCE FROM ORIGINS.............

BEYOND IMPOSED AND DIRECTED AND IMITATIVE....

PROVEN CORE...

THE TIGER PROTECTS AGAINST DEMONS OF EXTREME YIN...THE DEMON AND TIGER ARE OPPOSED ON NORTH SOUTH AXIS OF THE UNIVERSAL COMPASS...

DEMON IS SHAMEFUL FERMENTED LIQUOR AND SOUL...MALIGNANT GROWTH...HORROR, UGLY, DRUNKEN...VILE...STRANGE...OMINOUS

TIGER IS BEING ON ONE'S TOES...AWARE, ALERT...

STORED TERROR...DEEPLY BURIED FEELINGS...PTSD AND ECHOIC THREATS TO EMERGE...TRIGGERS AND BUTTONS

AUTOTOMY...AN INTERSECTION OF DEATH-FEAR OR PLACE OF EXCHANGE WHERE CATALYST OF STIMULATION OR GROWTH...

OPPORTUNITY IN THE CRISIS FOR SELF REALIZATION...XIONG...FLOW OF LIFE IS BLOCKED...EXPERIENCE OF MEANING IS LOST...ONE IS STUCK AND EXPOSED TO DANGER...PARALYSIS IN ANALYSIS...A PERSON IN A PIT...THE PITFALL STATE LIVING IN HYPERVIGILANCE AND OVER-REACTIVITY ..

THE 'FIRING RATE' OF SENSES , DEFENSES, ANGST...THE 'PROTECTIVE INHIBITIONS AGAINST THE EARLY HYPERAROUSALS...

THE TRANSFORMATIONS ARE IN CONTRAIES AND CONTRADICTIONS...FOR WHERE THERE IS FEAR THERE IS POWER...

CONTROL OF THE THINGS THAT EXCITE, TITTILATE, AND AT SOME LEVEL-MAKES US AFRAID...

SHAME FORTRESSING...'CASTRATION' IN COMPLIANCES

THE WISE INSANITY OF THE DROWSINESS OF DREAMS'...

BEING IN A DESPAIR OF ORBITS...

PITCH OF THE BITCH ITCH...

CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT OF ADVERTISING...

A TOUCH PLANE...GRASPING AND LETTING GO...

THIGHS OF WIDESPREAD PANIC...

FOR THE MOST EFFECTIVE PARENTAL WEAPON IS WITHDRAWAL OF LOVE OR ITS THREAT...THE CHILD IS FORCED TO GIVE UP HIS INSTINCTUAL LONGING, TO SUPPRESS HIS SEXUAL DESIRE FOR ONE PARENT AND HOSTILITY TO THE OTHER...IN THEIR PLACE HE WILL DEVELOP FEELINGS OF GUILT ABOUT HIS SEXUALITY AND FEAR OF AUTHORITY FIGURES...

THE SURRENDER CONSTITUTES AN ACCEPTANCE OF PARENTAL POWER AND AUTHORITY...

A SUBMISSION TO THE PARENTS VALUES AND DEMANDS...

THE CHILD BECOMES GOOD....

WHICH MEANS HE GIVES UP SEXUAL ORIENTATION...PRESZENCE IN FAVOR OF ONE DIRECTED TO ACHIEVEMENT...

THE COMPELLING NEED TO FOLLOW PARENTS WISHES...

THE WHOLE PROCESS 'PRESERVES' THE GENITAL ORGAN' AND WARDS OFF THE DANGER OF LOSING IT...

ON THE OTHER HAND, THE SUBMISSION PARALYZES IT AND TAKES ITS FUNCTION AWAY FROM IT'-SIGMUND FREUD

A PRINCESS WITH A PRICK ON HER FINGER...

SURVEILLANCE AND ENCHANTMENT AS HARMONY

THERE IS NO REAL SEXUALITY WITHOUT PARRICIDE-FREUD

THE GREATER THE INTENSITY-DENSITY IN PANSEXUAL EROTICIZED EVERYDAY FAMILY BONDS IN GESTURES, HUMORS, TOUCH, CLOTHES, AGGRESSIONS, REPETITIVE PATTERNS...THE REPRESSION SILENCES OF 'CONTROLLED CLIMATE'...THE UNSPOKEN AND UNSAID' IN MYTHOLOGY-AUTHORITY ALLEGIANCE...

THE MORE THE WOUNDS ARE BURIED DEEP FIBERS, NERVES, PSYCHES AND SYNAPSES...

THE ENMESHMENTS... LACK OF PRIVACY BECOMES 'TRUST'...THE FAMILIARITY OF SEXUAL PLAY AND  CHILD CONTACT EXPLORING...FAMILIAR SAFENESS AND EARLY EXCESSIVE AROUSALS...REACTIVITY FORMATIONS OF FEAR OF BEING EXPOSED...FOR WHO EXERCISES CONTROLZ OF BODILY EMOTIONAL ACCESS IN BEHAVIORS

THE SHAME BOUNDARY ECHOES ARE IN SHARED COMMON BED, BATH, PERSONAL SPACES...TEASINGS, TITTILATIONS, ENFORCED BELOW THE SURFACE CONSENTS AND COMPLIANCES...BREATHINGS AND BELIEFS...

THE GREAT 'DA' IS SELF DIRECTED OUT OF IMPOSITIONS, COMPLIANCES OF EARLY HARM 'DA' OF REPRESSIONS AND CASTLES OF BARBICAN STATES...

PROVEN CORE IS EARNED BY LETTING GO OF ALL THAT IS NOT ONE....

COOL FIRE HYPERVIGILANCE TERROR AND CHANNELLIZATION

BEING STRUCK BY LIGHTNING OR HOW I LEARNED TO STOP WORRYING AND LOVE THE BOMB OF A DOCTOR STRANGELOVE VISION...

MADNESS INTO AVATAR...THE MORE CREATIVE THE MORE DIFFICULT AS CONTRACTIVE FORTRESS CHANNELLING INTO MERIDIAN PATTER RIGIDITY MERELY SERVES THE RULE OF 'MASTERS' OF THE GAME...THE GURUS OF 'LIGHT TEN' MEANT...THE SPEEDSTIRS OF MORE SO ADAPTATIONS TO A FEATHERY BIRDSONG OF 'FLIGHT' TERROR...

THE FLIGHT OF 'CLIZIA'...THE ESCAPE...AS HER SUITORS APPROACH SHE GOES AWAY INTO A VANISHING...

THE SYSTEMIC TERROR OF UNDERCURRENCY---BELOW THE SURFACE WHERE DOCTRINES OF CERTAINTY DEFINE TO FACILITATE ENDURANCE, COMMUNITY, SOCIAL...